вторник, 8 ноября 2011 г.

The Dream

A week ago. I wrote my new post on my personal web-site. But it is an Russian. I think I should share this post with my friends, who speak an English too. Cause I have a big family and not only from my country!

I will try to translate it. My post has a poetry. I hope that idea of it would like. 


I want to go where the wave beats on the block
And the rocky reefs, and where
Able to devote the substance - water
I. Savvina

I'm starting my post from poems of my friend "Vnutrimorskoe" ("In side of sea").  And I'm doing it for the reason.

A few weeks ago I was in St. Petersburg. It is one of my favorite cities in Russia. I love it not only cause it's St. Petersburg. No. No. I think, I can breath here more freer than in Moscow. The people in the South Capital of Russia (yeah we give this name for this city sometime. and i think it's truly name) more kindly, they are different. And for sure, the architecture. I feel the history when I see the constructions of St. Petersburg. Anyway. I don't know. But something calls me to be here. 
I always visit St. Petersburg alone. And this I was alone this time too. I can't be often there. So it was my 4th visit. And my friend meet me in gray rainy morning. And from my last traveling I waited only for relaxing. (No photo shots, no job). But I had another reason to be in Peter (it's short name of St. Petersburg). May no one don't believe me. But I never saw sea for my 21 years. Never. But I wanted it so much. In my native town I can see only river. But it is not sea, it's not ocean. And I can't say that Moscow river is like Volga. I can't say too, that' I don't like Moscow river. I love to place in Moscow very much.  But it's talking not about Moscow.
When I was in Peter. I told my friend that I want to be on Gulf of Finland today. Yeas! Only me can take this crazy idea. Cause it was so cold and rainy, was a hard wind this day. For truly, if I knew where it is I were went alone there. But my friend was with me. He asked me to stay. But I didn't. 
another reason about to be on Gulf was the beautiful song (or melody) Opus 28 - Dustin O'Halloran. (Opus28) When I just started to listen it, I wanted to be on the coast of the see.. When I listen I fell like I'm dissolving in the sound of music.
I was so happy to see splashes! Really happy. Still remember this feels. When you can't seem coast from another side! It was like a magic for me. You know. And nothing was important for me in this moment. Cause my dream was realized. I forgot about rain, hard wind. I was happy.
When I came back to Moscow. Some guys asked me -did I had job in St. Petersburg. They didn't believe me I was relax. And yeah, I took my Canon, but not to have a job. Just to take a pictures from my dream..