First step to be better

Hello everyone:)
It seems that I'm in a mood to write the next post and faster then it was before. By the way,  I will try do it regularly.
Today I wanted to say something about relationships between people. And mostly I will talk about fights.
I was influenced for this theme after the news I got last night from my friend. It said about a fight in my native town which was accompanied by shooting. I was shocked. Really. How is it possible in my small native town? I've never thought that in my home it will be so dangerous to live. And I started to worry about my family, all my friends who live there. Now I can really understand my mom. What she always feels when she lets me go to Moscow. Cause life in Moscow is more dangerous then in my native town.
I shared about this with my friend Eugenia. And we talked about this. Later we remembered what happened in Moscow in December. There was a very big meeting, and it had very scary consequences. A lot of videos you can find in the Internet to see what really happened, and a lot of posts you can read there too.
Actually I don't want to talk about this. I want to repeat some words I heard from one of amazing men with bright heart Moose.(Sorry, if I say something different, but I will try to convey the meaning of words). He said, that everything starts from us.What we want to show to everyone, what we want to be. Everything really starts from us and our hearts. And I absolutely agree with him. Many people ask how to meet with some problems, or how can I be happy when time is hard. I just want to be happy, to live happily. I don't want to fight with anyone cause it's foolish. Maybe some people think that I'm scared to be in the center of fight. But have they ever thought what are they doing? They make some problems for themselves. And it doesn't matter for me if people think that I'm naive. I'm not. I just can believe and hope, I can love and live enjoying everything that happens to me. I want to create my life beautifully and I don't want to make it dirty. And I will do anything what is possible from me. I'm trying to give my love to all people I love and I hope they feel it.
So I want people to look back to see what they did in their life to make it better and what they can do. Cause everything is in you hands. Your life is in your hands. Anyway you can hurt other people. But if you do that, you destroy your soul. Please don't make it dirty. You know in this moment I remembered about Dorian Grey. Was he happy to be always young? No. When he understood what he had done, it was really late for him to change his life. And if you remember all his life was soaked in a lie . Cause he created this life for himself.

I hope that after this post some people will think about becoming better and they will stop to make their life dirty. Cause I believe that everyone has something really beautiful in his heart, something what makes him happy, something what makes him love everyone and everything around him. Just try to find it:)